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bea so

February 2012

blegh flying down tomorrow and so nervous that i couldn’t even say my full name while practicing

oh, like origami boxes in my stomach, i feel the rugae folding

my little brother is on a campout and i really miss him and i wish he were here so i could talk to him about yucky unhappy stuff

alrighty, just waiting for eight more colleges to tell me if they want me at their schools agghhhhayeheehahhaeeeeeeeeee

it’s one thing knowing that you’re an awful person, but the events that reaffirm that ugliness really hit hard